Anis GumBira!!!!!!!!!

Anis cuma gumbira..
tatau nape..hehe..
seronook nimati hidup nie..
melayan perasaan...
walaupun angan2..haha!
to feel free...bebas atas muka bumi ni...
cma xley la terbang..
haha! cuti midsem aritu sgt best...
paling best...
gy mandi air terjun,
men bowling ngan bangah je...
nonton midnite movie dgn bangh je...hehe
pegy teman bangah amek test JPJ...
ops!!! tsrmpak ngan roadblock JPJ
otw to the test..haha!
dramatik tol!
gy tdo umah m.ngah..play2 wif syabil..
yg makin nakal, kuat merengek n ngade2 skunk ni..haha
tp syok layan dia..
jumpa aisyah my first cousin pompuan..
yg umo 4 thn tue
yg slalu xmau kat org slen ayah n mak dia
tp slalu mau cket2 kat spupu Pompuan dia ni...(perasan je0
jumpa akif, adik aisyah yg prangai cm kakak dia gak
so FUN!!!
play ball tampar dlm kolam wif bangah, adik,pit, aiman n pak su..
haha..see!!! suma laki.. thath was my family..
laki mang bnyak..penyumbang laki utk dunia ni..haha
masa utk pulang ke UIA aritu..masih hepy..
tp rasa xmau balik sgt3..
huhu....
1st time mendarat di DUTa
urm...im just enjoying my study here..
no hard feeling..
ilike...
activity anis kat UIA minggu ni...
cuma pegy klas. kat bilik??
blaja math..wat tutor sendiri..no tiru2..haha
dengar lagu..berangan...blaja FIM and i enjoy doing all those thing...
walaupun demam n xchat..tp anis HAPPY!!!!!
and i keep watching
'ANOTHER CINDERELLA STORY'
over n over n over again..
i like that muvee too much!! haha

chauw!!!!hwehe

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friend

You can't imagine how many times
I've thought about you
and how thankful I am
that you're such a good friend to me.
You and I have a
once-in-a-lifetime friendship,
the kind that isn't based just on fun,
but acceptance and caring instead.
It's so reassuring to know
that all one of us has to do is call,
the other will respond immediately-
without question, without reservation.
I never feel quite as "okay"
or understood with anyone else
as I do with you.
You are true friend-
a constant friend-
and no matter how much time passes
or where we are in our lives,
nothing will change that..

note: dedicated to someone..
hope you will forgive me.
im sure you know who you are..

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BASICALLY, my life today started with FIM class at 2pm. late rite? yeah..but its better late than never if u cant make it early..
Urmmmm...i mean..im not wake up at 2pm...but...my soul is still sleep at the time i was wake up....until 2pm..
hah...all of this...so wrong...very wrong..huh...me...or my body..or my heart..or my brain...or even my body system are a lil' bit unstable, lately.
Im worried about my quiz, tutor marks, and midsem which will be coming around on the day after tomorrow...and i feel like im still not ready..not enough...mentally n physically..
But, in the mean time, i was disturbed by a beautiful feeling...which is also hurting sometimes...but its beautiful..yah!!!so beautiful...thats it!
But rite now..the thing that i wanna tell everybody is about my 'soul waker' today(*the FIM class)..
HOW???ITS WAKE ME UP???ok..lets me tell u...

today's topic is PILLARS OF IMAN
we know that definition of IMAN is to believe in the heart beyond the least shadow of doubt (meaning that we should not have any doubt about rukun iman at all)
suddenly ustazah said something interesting...

ustazah: "selalu org akan kate PERCAYA SEPENUH HATI...yeah or BELIEVE IN THE HEART...we will never say..PERCAYA SEPENUH AKAL...

why?? sbub..prcya adalah dgn hati..yg akan membawa kepada otak utk berfikir tntng logik ke x rukun iman ni...then kta akan percaya 100%. ok...as muslim..kta mang kne prcya...if not..then u r not lah...mean percaya/believe...its come from heart....

ok wat im talking about just now is tntng prcya pada ALLAH, KUASANYA....and about ISLAM...

ustazah: dont trust people 100%...

ni la..yg paling wat anis nak dengar....

ustazah: even your future husband pun nanti...jgn perccaya 100%...give some space to urself...klu x...2 la yang brlaku kgansan dan sbgnya tp para pompuan senyap je...x lapor...syang suami la katekann...but it ILLEGAL!!!

ustazah kate..pcaye 65% je...sikit kan??? hurmmm
pacaya suami pun suami pun ustzh suruh 65% je...cne lak yg lum kawin 2???
haha...blum kawin lg da pcye 101% da kawin??? hurmmmni la yg wat jd mcm2 ni...
to all GIRLS and WOMEN out there...jgn la cam2 k??? beringat..
maksd my teacher dia bkn srh kta xstia tp...kta msti brsdia utk sbrg kemungkn...
pcya kpd manusia xsame dgn pcye pada ALLAH yg maha esa...ALLAH 2 maha agung...
HE deserve to get more...krn kita tau ALLAH xkan khianati kte...kte xkn kcw dgn ALLAH slg kte ikut ptnjuknye...tp pcye pd manusia adalh sesuatu yg semntara...hati manusia...fkrn dan sgalanya pd manusia sntiasa brubah...terutamanya HATI....jd...jika ape2 brlaku kmbalilah pd ALLAH...kita smua akan rasa tenang...

bla ckp pasal ni...(dont trust husband 100%)...budak2 laki mula la bunyi mcm2...xstuju la katekn...x aci la kan...jatuh maruah lelaki mrk..haha!!! n tbe2 mncul 1 suara..

student laki 2: SUBMISSION (serah diri)....

he ask for the wife to submit themselve to husband...amboi2...hehe..xstuju btl nmpknye..hehe...

ok before that..

meaning of islam: SUBMISSION, SURRENDER, OBEDIENCE

that guy nak samakn definition nmpknye...but

ustazah: no submission in human being is equal to submission to ALLAH...

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teka teki

k.. lame x unpdate kan?? hurmmm...nape ek...haha!!! sbub anis asyik melayan prasaan la 4 this 2 weeks...
pnt...Quiz...exam...suma lah..
rite now pun ngah study la...4 midsem kimia hari jumaat neyh...
haha..pnt sgt...da brape hari nttah xtdo...
klu tdo pun tdo kul 6 bgn kul 7 utk study...
but something disturbing me la..
thats why asek xley study...haha..
halnye...anis mang xtau bnda yg disturb anis...i mean "that" feeling is rite or not...
no..no..maybe its rite...but anis kne focus on my study...MUST!!!!!!
keyh..da..nak study!!!!!!! jgn pk ngat k???
relax...
but it make me happy...haha!!! smpai xley study...
hehe...
nak makan pun i jd mals....asek rasa nak pk ja...haha....
ok2....kne jumpe dr ke???
haha....

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2 DaYs Be A GPDP Commitee

Ok..serius...best sgt...jd commitee ngan bebudak ni...mean this group..
ops!! suddenly je kan..haha
keyh..camni r..tanggal 27 Jun 09 till 28 Jun 09..
anis decide untuk jadi commitee
GPDP (Global Player Development Programme)
that was the first time anis terlibat ngan benda management camni since masuk UIA ni..
kenape ek..masa first year xpenah rasa teringin pun..betul..
tp best gak sebenarnye terlibat ngan benda2 society camni..
tetibe jd minat walaupun first time..
banyak bende yang kita bley belaja bla kita masuk benda2 camni..
bukan je hal2 pengurusan..
kte gak bley blaja tentang org..
kat situ kta kna berurusan ngan org2 yang kadang2 kita x penah kenal pun kan..
benda camni bgs..utk aja kita suvive...

k back to tajuk asal..

BOARD
Project Manager: Muhammad Hilmi Muhammad Arif
Ass.Project Manager: Nur Syazlina binti Puteh
Secretary/Treasurer: Nur Liyana Bunyamin
Programme Coordinator: Shahril
Ass. Programme Coordinator: Anis Suriza binti Abdul Manap
Pred.& Tech.: (Hafiz, Zai, John, Amirul, Hanafi...n ramai agy)
Attendace: Qama/Sa'a
Ass. Attendance: Nur Aqilah binti Hatta
Catering: Meen, Sofi, Soal..

2 lah antara rakan2 yang terlibat..klu ttinggal maaf..or gytau la ek..
k...since anis x penah telibat..
so anis agak xtau ape bende kene wat..
anis cuba la bantu apa yang p;atut kan..
tp seriusly specifically keje anis, anis xtau..
since shahril pun wat keje..sorunk2 jerk..:)
masa sebelum program 2 rasa cam xde bende kene wat..
n sengal2 cm blank2..
arahan pun xdapat ngan jelas..
then bla tiba hari yang sepatutnya..
ok..banyak gila masalah..
huhu...mang cam x pecaye..
tp...best sgt pnglmn ni...
the best ever...
yg smpai ley wat anis rasa syg ngat kat UIA..
haha...because of u all fren...
love ya!!!!

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ponteng kelas

haha...smalam anis lupa p kelas FIM(fundemental of islam)..
hurmmm..ade ke patut...
hehe...
xtually anis ingat klas 2 start kul 3-4 ptg....
then tnggu punya tunggu tbe2 bla nak gy dah 2 cek balik upa2nya kul 2-3 ptg????/
hehe....xsnonoh tul anis ni...
so....nak djdkn cte trponteng la 1 klas sem ni...
huhu...so bad anis...

note to me:
anis...pls kurangkn sket sikap carelesss tu...
xhbs2 dr dlu...nak kena niii..
merugikn diri tau...

yg benar,
love myself..hihi

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keNaPA DiKeSli???

Assalamualaikum..
Satu hari Anis ada baca blog sorg kawan tersyg...
dia cte pasal rasa down dia bla pk pasal kwn2 yg da fly...
fly2 away...from Malaysia untuk study...
dari situ..anis tepeker pasal perasaan anis sndiri..
anis happy ke dgn apa yang anis wat skarang..
in UIA...
do i really want it???
do i do the rite thing??
Since i was in UIA...amek physical sc.
yang bakal amek degree in mathematical sc.
only majoring in math...
anis asyik tefikir pasal tukar kos...
anis nak tukar medik..(anis layak ke...or mampu ke??)
anis nak tukar farmasi..(urmmm)
anis nak tukar engine..(my parents never support that n me myself pun...not sure because of im very bad in fizik. i cant even understand the concept)
and lastly anis tefikir nak tkar accounting..(but 1 of my lecturer said that there is a very big gap between science prog. and art prog.)
i dont really understand what she meant..
but because of her word...i finally feel that...
this is my way...
the god knows better what is the best for us...
i was into math since i was in the kindergaten..
so that s the best for me...
n maybe thats why i've got B for my BIOLOGY...
rite??
AND Honestly..
i feel down..sgt2..
everytime bla anis dgr kwn2 wat medik..
because eventhough anis slalu truk lam bio
n ok je dlm math..
tp dr kecik anis slalu kata 'ANIS NAK JADI DOKTOR'
anis rasa nak nangis sgt bla ayat tu muncul balik lam otak anis..
because i just cant catch my dream anymore...

Tp yang pasti skarang ni..
anis kat sini..
UNiversiti Islam Antarabangsa..
and lg 1 hikmah yg anis nmpk..
i was stuck in U not in otherrs or even oversea..
because the god want me learn more than just to get a degree...
its about Islam...behaviour...akhlak n all
which i cant get as much as this at other place..
n alsoo...kat sini anis slalu rasa nak baiki diri..
in terms of what islam want..
slama ni kita leka dgn dunia ni...
tp anis b'syukur sbub anis sntiasa dsedarkn
dan diingatkan bila anis duduk dalam UIA ni...
this iis what i want i think..
the actual HEAVEN atas dunia ni...

to amy,
jgn la rasa down...
awak kan sbenarnye dpt o.sea..
tp Allah knows better rite..
msti ada hikmah...
yeah..like wat ur fren said..
if u sacrifice u will get more...
maybe klu awak pegy o.sea awak x smpt merasa dpt 4 flat..(hehe..just kidding..jgn marah)
and pengakuan jujur ni..
waktu amy gytau amy da dpt medik..
im happy 4 u.. n anis tau amy msti dapat
sbub amy bsmangat besar sgt..
tp anis sdih skit sbub anis asyik tefikir
nape anis x dtentukan untuk tu..
anis pun nak jugak...hurm...
and 1 more thing backup plan that is anis
nak masuk UTP pun xtercapai..
sedih..
and another backup plan
anis nak masuk UM..
tu pun tak termakbull..
ape salah anis anis amy..
ape yg anis dpt skunk adalah sesuatu yg anis xpnh tefikir pun..

ok enough...that enough crying for today..hhehe..
Urm..thats the end of my post today..
lets end with tasbih kifarah and surah al-as

to all my fren...doakan anis ek..
n ill pray for u all too...
thanks everybody...

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ThiNgs I loVE SGt3...

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SeDiHhHhHh...sgt...:(

sooo sad...
very very sad today...sad sgt3....huhu
sad...
sad...
sad...muahaha...

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LaGu KeGeMaRaN SaYa...

HOW WONDERFUL MY LIFE WOULD BE

by Mocca

Oh Dear How Wonderful Life Would Be
With You Still In My Heart
Oh Dear How Wonderful Life Would Be
With You Still In My Dream

Only Stars In The Sky
Who Will Understand My Tears
Let The Time Pass Me By
I Am Lonely As Can Be
Lonely Raven In The Sky
Who Will Understand My Fears
It Is Just You And I
My Aching Dis pain

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LaGu BaRu KeGeMaRaN FaHaNa :p

Lirik Khatimah Cinta - 6ixth Sense

Bintang Malam nyanyikan lagu
Rindu hatiku yang terpendam
Bintang malam lukis wajahku
Katakan aku pergi

Genggamlah cinta yang ku berikan
Simpanlah selalu dalam hati
Ku akan selalu dalam mimpimu
Menemani tidurmu

Sudahlah sudah
Ku harus pergi
Jangan kau tangisi aku lagi
Biarku bawa seluruh cintamu
Ku dakap dalam tidur panjangku

Peluk tubuhku
Kucup bibirku

Relakan saja aku pergi...

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SoMeThInG i LoVe So MuCh!!!!!

I luv him sooooo....much!!!
Eventhough he is HHHuhhhhhh!!!! (sometimes)
But...
Fun and adventurous to be with him...
And even to solve him...HAHA!!!
I love to explore him....love so much...
Just to find his value...(is he is valuable???)
alphabet???
hah???? What i am talking about???
HIM! The one that i love so much!!!!much!! muCh!!!!
but sometimes i feel like he mean nothing....
'x','y','z' eerrrr...what ever...
its normal right????
LOVE....always like that...bring us to somewhere...or no where...
but people still want LOVE...so much!!! why ha??
LOVE...reaching no where...unkown...
no matter what...i still love him!
I LoVe HiM!!!!!
For me...he is crazy..(the craziest 1 in the world)
he is also mysterious...(VEeeerY very mysterious)
But clever...GeNiUS....FanTaStIc..SaRcAsTiC(hAh????)
what ever...WhAt I oNlY know is...I am addicted to him..so much girl..
EvEnThouGh..sometimes..I fail to understand him(always actually)
In Fact, There r people who hate My beloved(him) so much!!
Keep Saying SuCh bad stuff about him...
trying to influence me...
BuT Dont woRry my Dear...
You Have steal my heart..
and i am into you forever..
'tak kenal maka tak cinta tau'
you! people who hate him..
you must explore him very deep inside...
try to play with him..
Like you play with the baby..
very cute and active..
duhhh..
It will happen when u want it so much!!!
like if you want a new phone or new clothes or what...
eventhough it will cost u thousands sumtime..
but u will find waysssss towards that rite???
for the thing that u fall in love with..
soooo..why dont you do the same thing to
CALCULUS or MATHEMATICS??
its worth it u know..
trust me...
haha....that was the thing that i love so much!!!
very very much!!!

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yeke???

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OnE UtAmA

Smalam kan...
kitorunk outing...kat OU
Best gak..eh..eh..best la sgt..hee
Member2 yg tlibat adalah FAHANA,WAN, n TASNIEM..
SYOK!!!
Da lama da kami rancang...
Paling speacial nak bwk FAHANA la...
hah...sebab sem lepas dia kna tnggal...:(
sape suruh xangkt kol ha FAHANA...
huhu...ciiannyew...kat FAHANA...
Urm...tp QILAH shombong...
dia xnak ikot kitorunk...
dia nak blaja jer...
Dia nak jd DOKTOR...
SHARIFAH lak asek2 balek...heeee
so,TanggaL 13 JUNE 09..
kitorunk pown nak pegy la...
patutnya rancang nak betolak kul 10pg...
TAAAPIIIII....
ANIS n FAHANA ingat kul 10.30 pg...
SOOOO....
ANIS n FAHANA...
Lpas bgn tue wat bodo jelah...
sampaila bla TASNEM panggil kitorunk dr bwh...
so cian la TASNEM n WAN kna tunggu ANIS n FAHANA nak bersolek...
tp kejap jer....
tak kontrol cun nyer...
SORY ye wan n tasnem...
jangn mare...
Then...bermula lah perjalan yg jauh...
dr Zainab Jahsy ke pin2 pagar UIA tu...
dgn pantas kitorunk dptkan teksi n bertolak la kitorunk ke OU...
pak cik teksi 2 lak xtau ngat bla kitorunk sbut OU...
dia kata JUSCO...
kira aci lah...asalkan sampai...
so...tasnem yg belagak tau 2 pun...sibuk la..menunjukkan jalan..
time kasehhh...
nasib x sesat...
(WILL BE CONTINUE)
hargenye...RM7.60!!
bla smpai kitorunk pun jln la rata2 tanpa arah tujuan...
hikhik..
maklum la..
first time gy ci2...
tasnim jugak je la yg tau..
Anis bli beg!!!! beg baru!!
DOLLY DAISY..
Tasniem yang promote...
dia paksa anis beli..
haha... ne de la...
tasnim baik..haha
RM29 jew...
tu la my new beg!!!>>>>>>>>>>>>>
cantik tak..

Then...ade r kitorunk msk kedai ROXY, CROC,,n mcm2...
tp usha je la...
huhu
elaun x masuk agy...
nak befoya2 sgt pun xley la..
pas2 kitorunk gy lepak kat mph lak...
lame gler kitorunk lam 2..
pelbagai kisah tercipta..
hanya di situ..ehe..
Ksahnye...wan ilang empon lam mph 2??
HUUU..
khusyuk sgt la 2...tgk buku..
sampai dia xtau dia ltak hp katnew..
nsb bek la..ade abg ensem..
pengarang jntung ati wan yang selamatkan haha..
dia r yg mengabulkn impian wan....
by the way...xtually...
lama2 bejam2 lam mph 2 xdee sorunk yg bli brg..
xcept me...
bli card hari bape...2 je ah..
haaaa...kitorunk banyak r tangkap gambar gak...kenang2an..
then...lam kui 4 lbh cm2 kitorunk pom balik....
ke istana hinggap mahligai bahagia kami...
iaitu...INTERNATIONAL ISLAMIC UNIVERSITY MALAYSIA PETALING JAYA...
dI...MAHALLAH ZAINAB JAHSY...
ROCK!!!!!

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tAnPa kItA sEdArI kItA SuDaHpUn BeRtEmU peNgGaNTi TeMpAt kItA MeNgAdU

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AKU

Kdg2...
Aku xphm ngan perasaan sndri...
Aku wat org skt ati..
Aku xniat...
Tp...
Aku xley menolak..
Xsnggup nak tolak pmintaan org..
Tp at last..
Ape jd???

1 more thing..
Aku ska sbub org cmni ja yg sanggup dgr..
Luahan prasaan bodoh aku...
Tp bnyk yg salah paham..
They want more...
Padahal aku xphm pape..

Lg aku xska...bla ada yg lebih2..
Aku benci giler cm2...

Tapi hakikatnya..
Kite xbley lari...
Tp kite kna beranikan diri...
Menjadi tabah untuk mencari kebebasan...
Menjadi tegas...
untuk menentukan haluan hidup sndiri..
Bukan yang dipengaruhi oleh org lain..

Jadi lebih berdikari...

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KAWAN...

Setiap org perlukan kawan..
teman..
atau org2 yg kita boleh berhubung..
berkongsi..

Tapi..apakah itu kawan???
adakah org yang slalu brsama kita..
brjanji setia..
seolah2 tiada penghujung...??

Tapi..
satu hari kita sedar..
bahawa dunia ini bknlah hanya itu..
atau ini..
hanya kiri atau kanan..
dan hanya hitam atau putih...
dan bukanlah hanya trdiri drpd kawan...

Dunia adalah sebuah pilihan...
kawan...
datang dan pergi..
macam biskut..
masa ada depan kita..
sedap..
tapi...
bila da makan??
HABIS..

Bila bersama kawan..
rasa sayang sgt...
nak tinggal moment tu..
rasa cm nak bersama selamanya..
tp hakikatnya...
semua ada hidup sendiri..

Even kita sendiri..
xboleh nak bg perhatian sepenuhnya pada org lain..
or pada semua org..
kita ada bnyk tanggungjwb...

kan??
tulah KAWAN...
teman kita di mana jua kita berada..
xsemestinya org yang sama..
tp definisinya sama..

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NaILaH aL-FaRaFiShAh

Yup!!!
YeSSS!!!
Sedap..sgt nama tue(kan tasnim kan??)
X cam ATIQAH...(kan sharifah kan??)
Lagi2 la...Humaira' (btoi x Aqilah n wan???)
SElamat berdakwah yer to Wan n Aqilah..
Hehe..
actually...
nama NAILAH AL-FARAFISHAH ni..
name of hisbah anis...
sedap!!!

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CINTA DUNIA (pasted from www.iluvislam.com)

Cinta dunia ini..
Betapa mempesonanya dunia ini dengan tamiznya,
Seringkali ku tergoda dengan alwaninya yang sementara,
Lantas membuatkanku sering terleka akan Ya Mushawwir.

Cinta dunia ini..
Betapa nikmatnya hidup penuh kesenangan,
Seringkaliku mengejar mencari alaa’ duniawi tak berkesudahan,
Lantas melalaikan ubaidah syukurku kepada Pemberi nikmatku.

Cinta dunia ini..
Betapa ku asyik dibuai cinta duniawi,
Seringkaliku tertewas akan kasih insani yang penuh janji,
Lantas aku lupa akan kasih mauhibah ar-Rahmanku,

Cinta dunia ini,
Betapa manisnya hidup di dunia ini penuh sa’diah,
Seringkaliku terdeperdaya mengikut syaitan yang beraja di hati,
Lantas aku terlupa akan azab akhirat ciptaan Ya Muntaqim.

Ya Baaqy..
Hanya kepada-Mu jua cinta abadi,
Kini aku mengerti tiada sudahnya dunia yang ku cari,
Syaitan sentiasa menggodaku sedangkan imanlah penyelamat hakiki.

Ya Raqibb..
Jangan biarkan aku tanpa pimpinan-Mu,
Lindungilah aku daripada syaitan dan nafsu,
Musuh utamaku yang tersembunyi dalam hidup penuh berliku.

Ya Ghafuur..
Ampunilah kelekaan dan dosa-dosaku,
Ku tahu dosaku tidak melayakkan aku ke Jannah-Mu,
Namun aku tidak berdaya menahan seksa Jahim-Mu.

Ya Haadiy..
Kurniakan aku hidayah,
Agar dikuatkan imanku yg sentiasa lemah,
Moga ku dapat merasai nikmat kemanisan iman..

Ya ALLAH..
Hasbiyaalllah, cukuplah hanya Engkau cintaku,
Ku takut untuk menyintai dunia ini,
Kerana ku tahu cinta dunia ini membuatkanku jauh dari rahmat-Mu.



“Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau jadikan hati kami condong kepada kesesatan sesudah Engkau beri petunjuk kepada kami, dan karuniakanlah kepada kami rahmat dari sisi Engkau; kerana sesungguhnya Engkau-lah Maha Pemberi “
(QS. Ali Imran:8)

Glosari:
• Tamiz=keunikan
• Alwani=warna-warni
• Alaa’=nikmat
• Ubaidah=ibadat
• Mauhibah=pemberian
• Sa’diah=kebahagiaan

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