ponteng kelas

haha...smalam anis lupa p kelas FIM(fundemental of islam)..
hurmmm..ade ke patut...
hehe...
xtually anis ingat klas 2 start kul 3-4 ptg....
then tnggu punya tunggu tbe2 bla nak gy dah 2 cek balik upa2nya kul 2-3 ptg????/
hehe....xsnonoh tul anis ni...
so....nak djdkn cte trponteng la 1 klas sem ni...
huhu...so bad anis...

note to me:
anis...pls kurangkn sket sikap carelesss tu...
xhbs2 dr dlu...nak kena niii..
merugikn diri tau...

yg benar,
love myself..hihi

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keNaPA DiKeSli???

Assalamualaikum..
Satu hari Anis ada baca blog sorg kawan tersyg...
dia cte pasal rasa down dia bla pk pasal kwn2 yg da fly...
fly2 away...from Malaysia untuk study...
dari situ..anis tepeker pasal perasaan anis sndiri..
anis happy ke dgn apa yang anis wat skarang..
in UIA...
do i really want it???
do i do the rite thing??
Since i was in UIA...amek physical sc.
yang bakal amek degree in mathematical sc.
only majoring in math...
anis asyik tefikir pasal tukar kos...
anis nak tukar medik..(anis layak ke...or mampu ke??)
anis nak tukar farmasi..(urmmm)
anis nak tukar engine..(my parents never support that n me myself pun...not sure because of im very bad in fizik. i cant even understand the concept)
and lastly anis tefikir nak tkar accounting..(but 1 of my lecturer said that there is a very big gap between science prog. and art prog.)
i dont really understand what she meant..
but because of her word...i finally feel that...
this is my way...
the god knows better what is the best for us...
i was into math since i was in the kindergaten..
so that s the best for me...
n maybe thats why i've got B for my BIOLOGY...
rite??
AND Honestly..
i feel down..sgt2..
everytime bla anis dgr kwn2 wat medik..
because eventhough anis slalu truk lam bio
n ok je dlm math..
tp dr kecik anis slalu kata 'ANIS NAK JADI DOKTOR'
anis rasa nak nangis sgt bla ayat tu muncul balik lam otak anis..
because i just cant catch my dream anymore...

Tp yang pasti skarang ni..
anis kat sini..
UNiversiti Islam Antarabangsa..
and lg 1 hikmah yg anis nmpk..
i was stuck in U not in otherrs or even oversea..
because the god want me learn more than just to get a degree...
its about Islam...behaviour...akhlak n all
which i cant get as much as this at other place..
n alsoo...kat sini anis slalu rasa nak baiki diri..
in terms of what islam want..
slama ni kita leka dgn dunia ni...
tp anis b'syukur sbub anis sntiasa dsedarkn
dan diingatkan bila anis duduk dalam UIA ni...
this iis what i want i think..
the actual HEAVEN atas dunia ni...

to amy,
jgn la rasa down...
awak kan sbenarnye dpt o.sea..
tp Allah knows better rite..
msti ada hikmah...
yeah..like wat ur fren said..
if u sacrifice u will get more...
maybe klu awak pegy o.sea awak x smpt merasa dpt 4 flat..(hehe..just kidding..jgn marah)
and pengakuan jujur ni..
waktu amy gytau amy da dpt medik..
im happy 4 u.. n anis tau amy msti dapat
sbub amy bsmangat besar sgt..
tp anis sdih skit sbub anis asyik tefikir
nape anis x dtentukan untuk tu..
anis pun nak jugak...hurm...
and 1 more thing backup plan that is anis
nak masuk UTP pun xtercapai..
sedih..
and another backup plan
anis nak masuk UM..
tu pun tak termakbull..
ape salah anis anis amy..
ape yg anis dpt skunk adalah sesuatu yg anis xpnh tefikir pun..

ok enough...that enough crying for today..hhehe..
Urm..thats the end of my post today..
lets end with tasbih kifarah and surah al-as

to all my fren...doakan anis ek..
n ill pray for u all too...
thanks everybody...

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ThiNgs I loVE SGt3...

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SeDiHhHhHh...sgt...:(

sooo sad...
very very sad today...sad sgt3....huhu
sad...
sad...
sad...muahaha...

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LaGu KeGeMaRaN SaYa...

HOW WONDERFUL MY LIFE WOULD BE

by Mocca

Oh Dear How Wonderful Life Would Be
With You Still In My Heart
Oh Dear How Wonderful Life Would Be
With You Still In My Dream

Only Stars In The Sky
Who Will Understand My Tears
Let The Time Pass Me By
I Am Lonely As Can Be
Lonely Raven In The Sky
Who Will Understand My Fears
It Is Just You And I
My Aching Dis pain

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LaGu BaRu KeGeMaRaN FaHaNa :p

Lirik Khatimah Cinta - 6ixth Sense

Bintang Malam nyanyikan lagu
Rindu hatiku yang terpendam
Bintang malam lukis wajahku
Katakan aku pergi

Genggamlah cinta yang ku berikan
Simpanlah selalu dalam hati
Ku akan selalu dalam mimpimu
Menemani tidurmu

Sudahlah sudah
Ku harus pergi
Jangan kau tangisi aku lagi
Biarku bawa seluruh cintamu
Ku dakap dalam tidur panjangku

Peluk tubuhku
Kucup bibirku

Relakan saja aku pergi...

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SoMeThInG i LoVe So MuCh!!!!!

I luv him sooooo....much!!!
Eventhough he is HHHuhhhhhh!!!! (sometimes)
But...
Fun and adventurous to be with him...
And even to solve him...HAHA!!!
I love to explore him....love so much...
Just to find his value...(is he is valuable???)
alphabet???
hah???? What i am talking about???
HIM! The one that i love so much!!!!much!! muCh!!!!
but sometimes i feel like he mean nothing....
'x','y','z' eerrrr...what ever...
its normal right????
LOVE....always like that...bring us to somewhere...or no where...
but people still want LOVE...so much!!! why ha??
LOVE...reaching no where...unkown...
no matter what...i still love him!
I LoVe HiM!!!!!
For me...he is crazy..(the craziest 1 in the world)
he is also mysterious...(VEeeerY very mysterious)
But clever...GeNiUS....FanTaStIc..SaRcAsTiC(hAh????)
what ever...WhAt I oNlY know is...I am addicted to him..so much girl..
EvEnThouGh..sometimes..I fail to understand him(always actually)
In Fact, There r people who hate My beloved(him) so much!!
Keep Saying SuCh bad stuff about him...
trying to influence me...
BuT Dont woRry my Dear...
You Have steal my heart..
and i am into you forever..
'tak kenal maka tak cinta tau'
you! people who hate him..
you must explore him very deep inside...
try to play with him..
Like you play with the baby..
very cute and active..
duhhh..
It will happen when u want it so much!!!
like if you want a new phone or new clothes or what...
eventhough it will cost u thousands sumtime..
but u will find waysssss towards that rite???
for the thing that u fall in love with..
soooo..why dont you do the same thing to
CALCULUS or MATHEMATICS??
its worth it u know..
trust me...
haha....that was the thing that i love so much!!!
very very much!!!

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